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So, Ive written, deleted and re wrote this post over and over for almost two hours and have gotten nowhere so Im going to just keep it simple and get to the point. Im a 30 year old white male living by West Chester University, and I recently stepped out of relationship with a girl who I was true friends with and its been admittedly a very dark time. She was the one and Ive fallen hard. Shes incredible and got me and was my best friend. Ive dealt with depression and PTSD my whole life with bouts of substance abuse but Im slowly losing faith in myself and humanity as a whole. I have alot of friends in my professional life as a chef but most dont know about my struggles and cant relate. All I'm here to find, my reason to post this, is basically to find a platonic female friend who's dealt with these issues or at least can empathize to just talk to over text or email. Simple as that. I do not want a physical relationship, not here for sex, money or to scam. Im reaching out to talk to and connect with someone. I lost my best friend and I want to prove to myself there are still good, articulate, intelligent women in this world capable of a truly platonic friendship. Down the road, who knows. The universe is very unpredictable and I cant tell the future but right now I want a friend. Im not some crazy weirdo, I think Im a good person who made some bad choices that found himself in a world that sometimes just doesnt make sense to me with all the hate and deceit. Not that it matters but I think Im a sweet, pretty good looking guy and my kindness has caused me alot of heartache. I can send you pics or my FB profile to check out so you know Im not some nutcase or a 65 year old catfish. If anyone out there reads this with empathy, please email me and if I conclude you are being honest can move to text if you become comfortable with our dialogue. Thank you all.
  • do NOT contact me with unsolicited services or offers

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